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Dec. 2nd, 2004 01:40 amThe past while has been a hazy mixture of non-restorative sleep, trying to stay awake and failing, far too much caffeine and Motrin, back/shoulder/neck pain, getting very little work accomplished, and desperate short-lived attempts to cheer myself up. I've gotten extensions on several (but not all) of my overdue assignments. This is all very nice but doesn't do a jot of good when I'm physically and mentally incapable of finishing projects.
I can handle taking care of my personal habits (get adequate sleep, attend class, practice music, eat okay, be a good housemate) and neglect coursework or I can focus on coursework and completely ruin my personal habits. Increasingly, it seems I'm totally incapable of balancing both--and in the end I end up sabotaging the coursework anyway because I fall apart. I'm trying to fend off the growing suspicion that I don't even belong in university.
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On a more cheerful note:
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New userpic: I haven't cut my hair since August. I keep intending to but never get around to it. The bangs are very uneven and fly in my face. Not to mention this mini-mullet I'm developing at my neck...
I can handle taking care of my personal habits (get adequate sleep, attend class, practice music, eat okay, be a good housemate) and neglect coursework or I can focus on coursework and completely ruin my personal habits. Increasingly, it seems I'm totally incapable of balancing both--and in the end I end up sabotaging the coursework anyway because I fall apart. I'm trying to fend off the growing suspicion that I don't even belong in university.
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On a more cheerful note:
( SPAM! )
( flute duets at church )
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New userpic: I haven't cut my hair since August. I keep intending to but never get around to it. The bangs are very uneven and fly in my face. Not to mention this mini-mullet I'm developing at my neck...
